I’m getting kind of tired
Of feeling like a bit of a let down
Thinking everyone hates me
Or I’ll probably just leave
Every now and then it feels like I’m getting a shakedown
From a life I’ve tried so hard not to be me
Every day it’s never enough
Wake up and pretend like you’re living it up
And every night I still lie in bed
Thinking of the words that I could’ve said
I’ll scream my head off
Until you want me around
When I crawl into my foxhole
Why do you still gun me down
When I put things in perspective
I guess You don’t need me around
So what that I’m never enough
There’s no reason for me to feel this rough
intrusive thoughts that pay no rent
Don’t belong living inside this head
I-I-I
I don’t feel so alive
I-I Don’t feel
Don’t feel so alive
Running out of time,caffeine
Borrowed nicotine
Choking on whatever you thrown in front of me
Cus this sad alone, looking for a motive
Mindsets still got me going with
I’ll scream my head off
Until you want me around
When I dig myself deep I to these thoughts
Do you care about the frontlines you’ve put up
And hey guess what man, nobody gives a fuck
My emotions are like a deer
They’re going to jump out from anywhere
AND FUCK THINGS UP
I-I-I
I don’t feel so alive
I-I Don’t feel
Don’t feel so alive
I'm the phantom in the crowd of shadows
The leader of the vacant parade and
If I don't yell no one will listen
But I can't speak up, too afraid to glisten
I'm the phantom in the crowd of shadows
the monument I've made too common and
I'm standing at your unmarked grave.
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